Nice song

作曲/藍奕邦
填詞/林若寧
編曲/王雙駿
監製/王雙駿


一擠熄華燈
一天的人生 化做宇宙塵
忘掉每日曾遇上敵人
懷內感受你睡臉也吸引

光陰的餘溫
逼真安全感 發自你每一吻
一天過後有你抱緊 零時零分
放下戒心 掃走一天氣忿

*祈求每晚與你分享這人生
平平淡淡之中抱你雙手都興奮
瑰麗晚燈亦開始變暗
無用追趕工作 動魄驚心

凌晨有雨那怕沾濕好黃昏
回頭日落西山與你睡姿都相襯
看著你眼晴看到願望
明日假使失去你 能夠吻 便要吻
(last x 平靜只得一剎那 能夠吻 便要吻)

急速的時針
新一天人生 繼續要運行　
明日世上無盡過路人
明白只是你脈搏最相近

忐忑的眉心
些少的情感 已密佈了黑暗
多得每夜有你倒數 零時零分
每日最初始於這一個吻

REPEAT *

如沒有你沒別人
拿出這安慰獎安慰我
平伏心中抑鬱 消災解困
有你身邊年年月月對對雙雙便更好運

REPEAT * with quote

I've been *trying to work hard on my research work these days, though it was progressing really slow. I know there are deadlines for them, but that couldn't quite push me to work hard. I really have to get with it. I have to finish them before I head back to Hong Kong in December.

It's always not easy to make a decision, especially if the wrong decision might affect you quite a bit. As Sze said, I guess I should better hang tough on the decision what I have made. I know there's a reason why He put us to a totally new place to start our new stage of life. And I should have trust in Him that His way is always the best.

I've been researching on the green card application recently. After consulting with the lawyers, they think I could have a better chance to apply it through NIW. The whole process is so complicated. Life will be much easier if we have a GC. But is that something we should really do? I guess we should pray hard for the answer.

Congratulations, Magnus. He finally announced it! So many people are getting married in 2008. Now, there're already 3 couples. Anymore? haha!

How am I doing?

I've been working quite hard these days. Everything has been organized more systematically. So now, I have, at least, a better sense of what I should do. That's good. It's always harsh without a direction.

Finally, Sze jas talked to her pastors. It's good to get it over. I guess there's a lesson the Lord wants both of us to learn together.

Sze and I have recently tried to do some research to estimate the living expense in Boston. It was sooooo fun! I love that feeling I get when we plan things together!

More faith..

Feeling a bit weak spirtuall. I guess I'm not having enough faith in Him. There're just too many things I m worrying about. I'm worrying about the possible new changes, my capability,... But yeah..I think I'm just worrying too much. As long as it's His will, I trust that He can and will provide. But I do need more faith at this moment!

Get over Jet lag

I finally got over the jet lag problem. I feel much much better with more sleep. Research work is doing okay. What I need to do now is to work hard on my work, and look forwards to my trip back to HK. Oh. By the way, I've almost forgot! I need to go wooden center to get myself to good shape. I am taking wedding photo in 2 months. Oh. Just two months!

Went through a good verse today. It's a good reminder to have faith in Him:
既 是 這 樣 、 還 有 甚 麼 說 的 呢 ． 　 神 若 幫 助 我 們 、 誰 能 敵 擋 我 們 呢 。神 既 不 愛 惜 自 己 的 兒 子 為 我 們 眾 人 捨 了 、 豈 不 也 把 萬 物 和 他 一 同 白 白 的 賜 給 我 們 麼 。 誰 能 控 告 　 神 所 揀 選 的 人 呢 ． 有 　 神 稱 他 們 為 義 了 。誰 能 定 他 們 的 罪 呢 ． 有 基 督 耶 穌 已 經 死 了 、 而 且 從 死 裡 復 活 、 現 今 在 　 神 的 右 邊 、 也 替 我 們 祈 求 。 誰 能 使 我 們 與 基 督 的 愛 隔 絕 呢 ． 難 道 是 患 難 麼 、 是 困 苦 麼 、 是 逼 迫 麼 、 是 飢 餓 麼 、 是 赤 身 露 體 麼 、 是 危 險 麼 、 是 刀 劍 麼 。如 經 上 所 記 、 『 我 們 為 你 的 緣 故 、 終 日 被 殺 ． 人 看 我 們 如 將 宰 的 羊 。 』然 而 靠 著 愛 我 們 的 主 、 在 這 一 切 的 事 上 、 已 經 得 勝 有 餘 了 。

2:30AM...

It's 2:30am and I've waken up! Less than 4 hours sleep again. I don't how long it will take me to get over the jetlag. Maybe I am a bit stressed recently and that I cant relax myself to take rest. Just too many things are happening around me and her. On one hand, I am a bit stressed because of works and the upcoming transition of my life. On the other hand, I know she is also stressed because of her busy work, the church issue and the relationship with her bro/sis in church. If possible, I really want to be together with her to face all these. I'm worrying about her.

Still in a really bad mood. I couldn't quite concentrate on my work. What should I do!?

Got more things done!

Finally, I could get few hours sleep last night. I feel much better with more rest.

I've already booked the flight ticket. It's so fully booked. I am so glad that I can still get my ticket. The job next year after my graduation is getting more confirmed. Thank you Lord. Still have to discuss it with Tony this weekend to get his advice. I hope everything can be confirmed soon, so that I can concentrate more on my research work.

The next important thing is about the visa application for CCMM. I am not quite sure about those F2, H4 visa stuff. I guess I have to go to the OISS to inquire about it. Someone said I should do the marriage registration earlier. Someone said the other way. I am a bit confused.

Um. But I know You will lead me all the way.

Jet lag..

I couldn't quite fall asleep because of the jet lag. I feel tired but I couldn't sleep. It's so pity!

I've already coped with most things that I've to take care of after leaving for 3 months. And I've called the travel agent about the flight ticket in December. It's so freaking expensive and it's so full already!! But I've no choice. December is perhaps the only time I can leave for so long for the wedding photo and other wedding preparation.

Still negotiating with the job. Feel a bit insecure. But yeah, I shouldn't worry too much because I know He is looking after all these. And I know:
我的神必照他榮耀的豐富、在基督耶穌裡、使你們一切所需用的都充足。

Have had dinner with my friend tonight. I know he is having a harsh time making his decision. I totally understand his situation.

Back to L.A.!

I am back to L.A.. Yes. Very unwillingly, I am again back in United States. 3 months has passed so quickly. I've had so much fun in HK with my family and friends. I don't really want to come back. But yeah, as you said, I am already back and I shouldn't mention that anymore.
So many things to handle after leaving for so long. I really need strength to deal with all these. Lord, pray that You would help me to go through all these.

Wedding clothes..

Tonight, we went to choose our wedding clothes for taking wedding photos in December. It took quite a long time, coz there're so many choices. Finally, we picked three of them. It's really a fun experience!
Photos? Yeah. They are up but I am not going to publicize them. HEHE.