Saturday, April 28, 2007

Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you. (1 Peter 5:7)

Friday, April 27, 2007

秋雨甘霖 「人生熱線影院」主題曲
曲/監:歐陽業俊
編曲:Ted Lo
作詞:西伯
主唱︰陳敏之

無情歲月看在眼內每一天,
為何每是眼淚,光輝總缺少?
如何痛著、愛著、錯著過一天、一天。
如何生死只一線;錯了有誰在掛牽?

歲月過,我度過,令我痛過的多,
祢如何祝福一生載歌?
未見晴朗!我又跌盪過幾多!

誰料就是在我無言尋問「上帝可有遲?」
神未有一刻轉移,人心可得靠依
誰料就是在我咒詛、無助、暴雨灑遍時,
如春雨降,秋天甘霖,
如一首詩,改寫心裡日誌。

原來世事變幻,也在祢手中。
原來每滴眼淚一一都細數。
如何痛著、愛著、錯著過一天、一天,
原來恩典永不變,前途早有祢預見!

為我默默付上祝福,無問代價,不會遲!
寧代我擔起苦愁,人心不必掛牽!
猶如大地熬過旱天,重遇驟雨天降時,
重新振翅,穿梭星馳,
晴天、陰天,光彩總會遇見!

沿途有祢,為我改寫心底困惱鬱結,再踏我路。
沿途晦暗,定會找到新的意義!
相信明天,有著新里程, 重設生命方向,探索心內細情。

為我默默付上祝福,無問代價,不會遲!
寧代我擔起苦愁,人心不必掛牽!
猶如大地熬過旱天,重遇驟雨天降時,
重新振翅,穿梭星馳, 晴天、陰天,光彩總會遇見!

如春雨降,秋天甘霖, 神的祝福,改寫心裡日誌。
Thx God that our quarrel didn't last too long. I guess both of us have been really tired these days. We argued more than before, mainly because of some minor things. I think the best way to improve is to be more considerate and care more about each others.

Thursday, April 26, 2007

A good first step

I've been tired of getting involved in such a meaningless conflict between them. It just wouldn't help but harm our research progress. And definitely I shouldn't be in between such a 'cold war'. So, I bravely told the whole situation to one of them and let them find their own solution. I don't know if I did it right. But I don't want to get involved anymore.

Wednesday, April 25, 2007

Another nice song

Sandra gave me this song. I like it.

【重演這生】

曾否夜靜看星辰,
曾否盼望前途在我手,
曾否失意徬徨,

曾否不知方向,
前路遠,還是孤身的再走,

曾否落淚說分離,
曾否往日濃情亦放手,
誰知昨日良朋,
現已各有新的方向,
常幻變誰又最是恆久,

原來耶穌降生留低救恩,
流血說:,我愛罪人,
憑十字架,沉重代價,
來讓我再活這生,
原來拿出信心能得永生,
憑著信會看見父神,
讓我明白到我知道這是愛。

曾否玩樂後怕一人,
才知快樂原來沒永久,
曾經可愛事情,能否一生擁,
時日過,仍是空虛的再走。

曾否獨處一人,
曾否錯後餘留後悔心,
曾否軟弱無能病裡,
思想一生真諦,
無奈處問這一生為何走。

原來耶穌降生曾犧牲,
還說要赦免罪人,
來尋覓我來原諒我,
來讓我再獲新生,
求能拿出決心重演這生,

前路遠要靠你導行,
願意離罪惡這一生再活過。

Tuesday, April 24, 2007

To my dad and mum:

先苦後甜
曲 : Walter Wong 詞:李峻一
編 : Johnny Yim 監 : Gary Chan

你拋不開 手裡的工作
亦追跟趕 到校舍趕接放學
在幼年時給我雪糕天天買一個

夜深一點 教導我功課
待天一光 又來催我上學堂
你在昨天 辛苦太過

*所有父母 也盼子女成材
就算他 獎與罰 也總帶著愛
世上哪個 如父母親愛

#我會漸成大器(今天我願生性)
使雙親最喜悅是要爭氣
不忍使你失望盡我全力
奔波一世的你
艱辛的困境扶育我
羽翼漸盛現已高飛
講不出那感謝便唱給你
輕撫你皺紋段段舊事再憶記
當我自小拖緊你
舉首凝視 似是大樹護蔭的你

彈指之間 歲月巳飄去
父子之間 總也有歡笑眼淚
在血緣能找到 萬般的親抹不去

漫畫書本 不要我偷看
學多一點 未來少一些出錯
你在昨天 叮囑過我

Repeat *#

往日難為是你 日夕掛心
如今將最好都送贈你
從前頑童成熟了 求你別皺眉

Repeat (#)

盼未來能讓我 努力 報答你

Victorious life

I'm learning a big lesson these days: How to experience a victorious life. It's especially difficult to figure it out when we're weak in faith. But I trust in Him that He could (and He is actually the only one who could) teach me.

Research work is getting more and more organized. I hope we can achieve something before my internship at Beijing.

Monday, April 23, 2007

How am I doing lately?

I haven't updated my blog for a long while because I've been really busy lately. Sandra came to L.A. and I've been busy hanging out with her. Then I've gone back to HK and have been busy for my brother's wedding (and of course busy for hanging out around in HK.)

Just came back to L.A. two weeks ago. Feel really frustrated recently. I feel disappointed because the research work didnt go as I expected. And I feel lost coz I'm not very sure about my future path...

But do I really need to worry? Where does my faith go? Do I not trust Him anymore? Do I not remember that He is faithful? Do I forget His promise that He will lead my way? O Lord, I need more faith.