I couldn't quite fall asleep because of the jet lag. I feel tired but I couldn't sleep. It's so pity!
I've already coped with most things that I've to take care of after leaving for 3 months. And I've called the travel agent about the flight ticket in December. It's so freaking expensive and it's so full already!! But I've no choice. December is perhaps the only time I can leave for so long for the wedding photo and other wedding preparation.
Still negotiating with the job. Feel a bit insecure. But yeah, I shouldn't worry too much because I know He is looking after all these. And I know:
Have had dinner with my friend tonight. I know he is having a harsh time making his decision. I totally understand his situation.