Things have just happened not as what I wanted or planned lately. Sometimes I feel frustrated and disappointed. I've been reminded many times that I do not need to worry, coz He has a perfect plan on me. But emotionally I just couldnt stop my anxiety.
When chances, which were considered by many people as 'good', came to me, people around thought I was treating them as if I didn't care at all. The thing is, I treasure them and I really care. But to me there're just sth more important in my life that I have to put them as my priority. Just because I don't grasp all the chances at once doesn't mean I don't treasure them at all. How come people couldn't understand? Is there anyone who truly know what I'm thinking? Well. But I guess He does.