Friday, May 25, 2007

Don't Write Me Off (Hugh Grant)

It's never been easy for me
To find words that go along with a melody
But this time there's actually something on my mind
So please forgive these few brief awkward lines
Since I met you my whole life has changed
It's not just the furniture you re-arranged
I was living in the past
But somehow you brought me back
and I havn't felt like this since before Frankie said relax
and now I know based on my track record
I may not seem like the safest bet
All I'm asking you is
Don't write me off just yet

For years I've been telling myself the same old story
That I'm happy to live off my so called formor glorys
but you've given me a reason
to take another chance
now I need you inspite the fact
that you've killed all my plants
and now I know
that i've already blown more chances
then anyone should ever get
all I'm asking you is
don't write me off just yet
don't write me off just yet

Sunday, May 20, 2007

I'm confused.

Things have just happened not as what I wanted or planned lately. Sometimes I feel frustrated and disappointed. I've been reminded many times that I do not need to worry, coz He has a perfect plan on me. But emotionally I just couldnt stop my anxiety.

When chances, which were considered by many people as 'good', came to me, people around thought I was treating them as if I didn't care at all. The thing is, I treasure them and I really care. But to me there're just sth more important in my life that I have to put them as my priority. Just because I don't grasp all the chances at once doesn't mean I don't treasure them at all. How come people couldn't understand? Is there anyone who truly know what I'm thinking? Well. But I guess He does.

Thursday, May 17, 2007

An early "bad" news :(

Our original summer plan has to be changed again. I feel a bit disappointed this morning, coz I don't like amendment. After all, that's something I have been longing for. But there's just nothing I can do for it. Helpless!

I realistically know that it may be His plan and that it may be better off for me. But emotionally, I feel a bit upset. Well. May be it is another lesson for me to learn how to consolidate my faith. Maybe it's another lesson for me to learn how to balance between my emotion and reason.

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

Quick update of myself

It has been a while since I last posted. I think it's about the right time to give a quick update about myself. So, what have I been?

First of all, l have to mention that I am flying to Beijing this summer to work at Microsoft Asia. I feel so excited about it and could not wait any longer to check out Beijing. As the mentor of two projects, I could see the task is gonna be challeging but interesting. And I am pretty sure it's gonna be a very good experience. But now, I think polishing my Mandarin and Chinese would be a top priority. I am working hard on it and I don't know how well it would go before I head off to Beijing.

So, I've been working really hard on my research work these days. I intend to accomplish one or two research projects before I leave. The progress is just so-so, mainly because I am too lazy. There're lots of works. I think I really need to get with it.

Besides research work, I am helping out to organize the church retreat. It's kind of a beneficial experience. I've never organized such a 'big' event before. I am learning a lot from it.

Well. As you could see, life has been very much as usual. Church, research and sharing with her have become the routine. Yah. Sorta boring. But I know, my HK and BJ trip is coming. 29 days left. Yeah!!